Wednesday, April 20, 2005

I've spent a few nights dreaming about every single person I know. Even people I haven't seen in years. I can't remember any details. I think my subconscious was evaluating my relationships. I feel a lot better now. It's like I've managed to classify people into groups. Some people are important to me as friends or family members, and I miss them. Some people are important to me as friends I would like to have. Meaning, we're friends, but not really. I've always had trouble developing relationships unless they are "love" relationships. I've also finally clued in that not everybody I know is a friend. They may be good people, they may be friends of friends, I might even like them, but really they're just acquaintances to me. It's good to realize that, because I've been getting to worked up worrying about everything and everyone, when really, none of it matters.

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